if i have three wishes, it would be ME, YOU AND US.....

Secret Love
One thought said that everyone has a secret love. It may be synonymous to one great love because this love always ends up with sacrifice. Only a number of secret loves comes to a happily ever after ending and mostly this love, because of the sacrifice it has to give, it ends up with loving apart, loving silently and loving in separate ways. It may sound cheating, but also in loving someone, we have to forget our secret love, but still only our heart knows who he loves dearly and who he loves purely.

Why does this love exist when God said that each of us has its own destined partner in our life? This love enters our lives before, during and after marriage, how playful it could be! Even we know that these are only challenges He has to give to strengthen the relationships we had and to test our loyalty to our partners. How torture it could be when this secret love affair makes us happier? Its unfaithfulness feels so right even if it is wrong. The more you control the feelings, the more it grows. Whenever you want to stop, the more it makes you go on. Irony of ironies!

But because your faith in Him is stronger, you try to forget this secret love. You let the pain come in and endure it. It may take a few months to heal those scars it has brought you but the love remains there. You just healed your heart but the heart knows that you still love that person. But in this case you have accepted that you can’t be together, so this time, you’ll love him silently. You miss him but you will never speak out. You care about him but you will act like you don’t care at all. You want to talk to him but you will forget his voice. You will live in pretenses.

But this is one great love, letting him go just proves how much you love him, that he has a life of his own. Even he is not in your arms anymore, you continue to love him, you still think of him and you still shake whenever you hear his name. But your heart knows that one knock of him will make you happy but then you never mind because you might fall for that again.
Secret love and one great love come together. Everyone has it and it’s in your hands if you will love selfishly or love silently.
Punky signing off 08/23/09 01:07AM




this says it all...i wouldn't wanna let go but i should....